Was...

No entiendo como alguien que te hace bien puede ser tan egoista como para lastimarte con lo mismo.. 

una y otra vez... 

I was always by you side... and then .. bung! u changed, so fast, u ran away so far that i wasnt available to catch your fall... no even my fall...

Im sorry, i didnt wait for you to get up, i was so scared... u make me feel so deeply scared..  I had.. i had to run away from you.. i need it.

You gave me happiness and truly company ... and then u... just.. well.

Fuck it.